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Thursday, June 01, 2006
u kno rites.i have a broken family
i hav this problem i tink bout since pri 2 or 3.
i dunno.my dad scolds everi 1.i tink is my mum.an idiot.
n i hear it since i was 9 years.wrds lyk basterd and al i keep on hearing
actualli i kno my dad cares bout muii and the family,
bt den he always shouts at me and scold me and my bro rascals.
tat time 1 time wen he fetch me 2 sch, i waited around e corridor tat part
den he shows me a black face n ask me:can u wait for me or not.
i was lyk,pls lor!
i nvr even go down e lift or wat.den he always giv me stares in eye.
he is exactly despicing me.
n somtimes i realli cant take it n i will quarrel back wif him.
wat he expects is tat wen he scolds aneone rite, he expects tat person
to keep quiet n be remoseful.n somtimes even i nvr do anything wrong,
he will purposely wanna find fault wif me and giv me cold stares.
kaes.-chill
lets get back to the day wen he was fecthin me 2 sch.
den in the lift i keep quarrelling wif him non-stop.
den u kno wat he said?
he said tat he wil hit me wif the metal bottle on e head ew kno!
is lyk,when ic other fathers so nice and gd to the family,
i get veri jealous.
cos u kno wat kind of father he is?
he is dose kind tat always wanna treat us to things lyk food
n den he wil sae im weri fortunate.blahblah.
is lyk hes usin money to bribe us lyk tat.somtimes i get realli hurt
when he says dose harsh wrds.and the problem is he dun even care
bout my studies.he jus wanna c the results -and base everything onit
and den he wil sae tat e result is soso la tel muii 2 improve.
wat the hell lor.he tink i lyk so easy lyk tat.
den wen i lyk leave tissues or cups at the living rm rite,
he wil sae hes gonna put dem on my bed.tis is so irritating lor.
ive been tolerating since e starting of 2006 lor.n wen he quarrels wif my
mum,he wil take me and my bro as a punching bag and sae :
u al rascals beta iron yr own clothes.lyk he iron al e clothes lyk tat lor.
is it so great tat he only iron SOME clothes.
wat e hell lor.
in his family rite,everibody gets jealous over each other
.the mum is so pianxin towards 1 son and den the other son gets angry.
wat kind of family is it lor.and rite wen im using the master bedrm toilet rite,
n den wen he comes back rite, he expects e toilet to be ready for him.
so icant bath inside lor.wat kind of reason lor.
he think he KING or WAT?
ones my rm gets messy hor,he will tell me in a sacastic manner
tat my rm is lyk a pig sty.im livin in a pig sty.
tis is wat he says lor.pls lor.hes rm is equally messy lor.
wat e hell.ya.he oso scolds his mum jibai n stuff n got someor,
kaubaykaubu.ya.
somtin lyk tat.den everi dae wen he fetch me 2 sch rite, he will try
to imply tat his fetching is so great lyk tat lo.
pls lor.even an unnamed living at marine parade rite,mum oso fetch
to sch and fetch back hm lor.everi parent oso sent their child 2 sch
wen it is for wat.n yet he mus complain n complain.i realli cant take e
scoldin n findin fault session lor.
som times i realli tink he is such in a pain in e neck tat i wanna strangel
him 2 death lor.i realli dun lyk him wen he is so self-centered and tink
he is king lyk tat.and ya.he always sae: im not yr servant u kno.dun
expect e dinner to be prepared furr u and den u jus com n eat onli.
bt i finally realise tat he is e one tat dint prepare anithin
and jus com n eat onli lor.he expect me n my bro o put back e plates
after eatin,n he will sae tat no servant wil do it furr us.n yet hes e one
again tat leave withiut puttin back his plate.and ya.he always uses the "FATHER"
status to come and ya(stress) me.
he wil go "im yr father ew kno.dun tok back to me"
i kno somtimes is my mums fault tat cause e quarrel
bt he is the 1 tat mke e prob explode further lor.
som times i realli wish i wasnt his daughter
and i sometimes ihope tat dey wil leave.
as in leave.part.wen den i can dun c tis horried man again.
maeb hes not so bad after al.not as bad as i sae.bt dey r al facts ew kno.
i cant possibly lie.is jus e matter of how long i can sustain in tis broken family
jus waitin for e time
wen it is to lif tis
sorrow,boken,home.oh,home.
unloved;torned
thirdteen
i hav this problem i tink bout since pri 2 or 3.
i dunno.my dad scolds everi 1.i tink is my mum.an idiot.
n i hear it since i was 9 years.wrds lyk basterd and al i keep on hearing
actualli i kno my dad cares bout muii and the family,
bt den he always shouts at me and scold me and my bro rascals.
tat time 1 time wen he fetch me 2 sch, i waited around e corridor tat part
den he shows me a black face n ask me:can u wait for me or not.
i was lyk,pls lor!
i nvr even go down e lift or wat.den he always giv me stares in eye.
he is exactly despicing me.
n somtimes i realli cant take it n i will quarrel back wif him.
wat he expects is tat wen he scolds aneone rite, he expects tat person
to keep quiet n be remoseful.n somtimes even i nvr do anything wrong,
he will purposely wanna find fault wif me and giv me cold stares.
kaes.-chill
lets get back to the day wen he was fecthin me 2 sch.
den in the lift i keep quarrelling wif him non-stop.
den u kno wat he said?
he said tat he wil hit me wif the metal bottle on e head ew kno!
is lyk,when ic other fathers so nice and gd to the family,
i get veri jealous.
cos u kno wat kind of father he is?
he is dose kind tat always wanna treat us to things lyk food
n den he wil sae im weri fortunate.blahblah.
is lyk hes usin money to bribe us lyk tat.somtimes i get realli hurt
when he says dose harsh wrds.and the problem is he dun even care
bout my studies.he jus wanna c the results -and base everything onit
and den he wil sae tat e result is soso la tel muii 2 improve.
wat the hell lor.he tink i lyk so easy lyk tat.
den wen i lyk leave tissues or cups at the living rm rite,
he wil sae hes gonna put dem on my bed.tis is so irritating lor.
ive been tolerating since e starting of 2006 lor.n wen he quarrels wif my
mum,he wil take me and my bro as a punching bag and sae :
u al rascals beta iron yr own clothes.lyk he iron al e clothes lyk tat lor.
is it so great tat he only iron SOME clothes.
wat e hell lor.
in his family rite,everibody gets jealous over each other
.the mum is so pianxin towards 1 son and den the other son gets angry.
wat kind of family is it lor.and rite wen im using the master bedrm toilet rite,
n den wen he comes back rite, he expects e toilet to be ready for him.
so icant bath inside lor.wat kind of reason lor.
he think he KING or WAT?
ones my rm gets messy hor,he will tell me in a sacastic manner
tat my rm is lyk a pig sty.im livin in a pig sty.
tis is wat he says lor.pls lor.hes rm is equally messy lor.
wat e hell.ya.he oso scolds his mum jibai n stuff n got someor,
kaubaykaubu.ya.
somtin lyk tat.den everi dae wen he fetch me 2 sch rite, he will try
to imply tat his fetching is so great lyk tat lo.
pls lor.even an unnamed living at marine parade rite,mum oso fetch
to sch and fetch back hm lor.everi parent oso sent their child 2 sch
wen it is for wat.n yet he mus complain n complain.i realli cant take e
scoldin n findin fault session lor.
som times i realli tink he is such in a pain in e neck tat i wanna strangel
him 2 death lor.i realli dun lyk him wen he is so self-centered and tink
he is king lyk tat.and ya.he always sae: im not yr servant u kno.dun
expect e dinner to be prepared furr u and den u jus com n eat onli.
bt i finally realise tat he is e one tat dint prepare anithin
and jus com n eat onli lor.he expect me n my bro o put back e plates
after eatin,n he will sae tat no servant wil do it furr us.n yet hes e one
again tat leave withiut puttin back his plate.and ya.he always uses the "FATHER"
status to come and ya(stress) me.
he wil go "im yr father ew kno.dun tok back to me"
i kno somtimes is my mums fault tat cause e quarrel
bt he is the 1 tat mke e prob explode further lor.
som times i realli wish i wasnt his daughter
and i sometimes ihope tat dey wil leave.
as in leave.part.wen den i can dun c tis horried man again.
maeb hes not so bad after al.not as bad as i sae.bt dey r al facts ew kno.
i cant possibly lie.is jus e matter of how long i can sustain in tis broken family
jus waitin for e time
wen it is to lif tis
sorrow,boken,home.oh,home.
unloved;torned
thirdteen